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Daily positive affirmations

I have had it!!! That is what I told myself today. I am so sick of owning that little man's insecurities and short comings. I'm so tired of letting him control my head in how I see myself. I am NOT the unattractive fat worthless woman he told me I was. Yes...it was a daily thing for him to tell me these things. Even when he didn't verbalize it he would show it in his actions. He was/is a man who does not think highly of himself. He never has. His lack of self esteem and self worth were placed onto me and like a fool...I accepted them. There is a line in "Pretty Woman" that sums it up perfectly.

Vivian: People put you down enough, you start to believe it.
Edward Lewis: I think you are a very bright, very special woman.
Vivian: The bad stuff is easier to believe. You ever notice that?

She is so right!!! When you hear day after day what a horrible person you are, that you aren't pretty enough, that you are too fat, that you have let yourself go (said …