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Today is the day. :) Phantom. We are leaving here around 9:00 so that should get us in Vancouver around noon. Lets hope that we don't have issues at the border going into Canada and most of all...coming back into the states. Stupid terrorists...making life difficult because of their own ignorance. Good grief.

I've noticed that someone still reads my blog. I have to question why she does. My life is of no concern to her. She chose to end the friendship...let it go. I'm thankful she did though. She asked Darren out and then asked out another guy I was interested in at one point...might I add that one date with him was enough to end the interest. LOL Why would she do that? Beats me. Low self esteem? Needy? Who knows. All I know is that she reads my blog daily and in my opinion that is doing nothing but leaving wounds open for her. I've let the friendship go. I no longer want to know what is going on in her life. If I could move away from the mobile park I'm in I would. You see...she lives in the same park I do. I shall never understand...then again do I really want to? I would have to say...no.
OK...enough of that crap...TIME TO GET READY FOR PHANTOM!!! I'll post pics later this week. :)

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