Life as I know it...

Could last Sunday have been any worse??? It is amazing how just one thing can completely obliterate what was overall a nicely lazy day. For those of you who don't know...I am adopted. I was put up for adoption by satan. Seriously. The worst woman I have ever encountered in my life. She gives ronna a run for her money. Maybe I should introduce them to each other. They could be great friends. They are exactly alike. Anyway...I digress. I called the woman who gave birth to me a month ago asking her the details about her breast cancer so I could tell my doctors. What I got from her was a cold bitch. Completely rude and no concern whatsoever. Ok...she is typically a bitch but she went beyond what she normally is. I chalked it up to just who she is. I told everyone that I would never call that woman again. I made that statement thinking I would never hear from her again. WRONG!!! I came home Wednesday to a voicemail from her asking me to call her. I came home Friday to another message fr...

Ok...found this on a friend of Stacey's blog...how eerie is this??? Tracey Your name of Tracey makes you very idealistic and generous, with the strong desire to uplift humanity leading you into situations where you can express your desire to serve others. You want to assume responsibilities and to look after people; however, you can become too involved in other people's problems and tend to worry. Your name gives you a natural desire to express along artistic and musical lines. You desire a settled home and family life, and are expressive and attentive to your loved ones. You must be careful not to become possessive and jealous of those close to you, however, as you could attract losses and unfortunate experiences. If you attach an ideal of service to your life, you could find great happiness and could express a very beautiful, happy, responsible, artistic, and generous nature. The weakness of this name is in worry, which in turn affects the nervous system, creating a tendency ...

Interesting things in Tracey's life...very interesting. I'm not dating anyone special and honestly...I like it that way. At least for now. Maybe someday I will be open to looking at finding that one person who makes my heart beat just a little faster and puts a smile on my face at the mere thought of his name. I just don't want to settle for any man for the sake of having a man. Too many women do that. I've had a couple of friends who have done that exact thing and while I'm no longer friends with either of them...I can't help but think that they are not happy in the choices they have made. I just don't see how they can be when neither of them took time out to heal their wounded soul after very bitter divorces. To have a healthy relationship...one must be healthy within their heart, mind and spirit. Until that happens...the relationship is doomed to fail because the baggage is still rotating on the baggage carousel. I want to buy new baggage with ...