Life as I know it...

I've been thinking about the things I've done in the last 20 years but, thanks to my memory, I need to make a list so I can actually see that my life wasn't completely horrible. Las Vegas 6 times Dallas for a girl's weekend Forks 4 times for girls' weekends Cruise to Alaska Cruise to Bermuda x 2 Cruise to Belize, Honduras, Mexico Road trip to South Dakota x 2 Southern California for a long weekend Nashville to judge a beauty pageant. Nascar races x 2 one being a Championship. Orlando Florida - Disneyworld and Universal Studios California - many times Leavenworth - many times Girls' weekends - many times I have more trips coming up with a cruise to Alaska and a cruise around Ireland. A weekend trip to Montana.  A girl's week to Vegas.  I'm sure there will be more to be planned. I became a Nana and will be a Nana x 2 this year.   I've been able to purchase 2 homes. Even though I have battled depression, I have had friends stand steadfast by my side and...

Found out that the monster is getting married.  I had sent him an email telling him how sorry I was that his mom passed away.  It was just idle chit chat briefly and then he wrote "I know you'll hear this from someone eventually, but the main thing is that I'm getting married in June" Not sure why he worded it like I was going to be devasted by that bit of news.  I'm not.  Actually, I feel sorry for her.  She has no clue what the hell she is getting into. Unless she knows what a dick he is, and she just doesn't care.   Finding that out hit me hard.  Not because I want the bastard back and I'm pining over him.  I've seen what he looks like.  I wouldn't look at him twice or give him the time of day if I saw him walking on the street.  What I saw was a POS with a woman who is everything he said I was.  Heavy and not attractive.  She isn't the only woman he's dated that's been that way.  All I can think is "What the actua...