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Anyone know why I posted the Phantom logo? I'm sure you are just going crazy wondering why. Well you know what...I'm gonna tell you. In less than one week I will be seeing Phantom of the Opera ON STAGE!!! How fricking cool is that??? I'm beyond excited about it. Sabrina bought the tickets back in March so we have great seats for the show. Get to see the chandelier and everything!!! If you know anything about POTO then you will know the significance of that. Sabrina is as excited about it as I am. This is the first trip we have taken by ourselves since we first met almost 10 years ago. It's going to be a great weekend!!!

Some of my classmates from high school are getting together for a bbq next weekend and I will miss it but 2 of my girlfriends will be staying at my house with their kids and my kids so I'm not worried about my girls being bored and jealous of my trip. I'll definately buy the girls something as a souvenier.

This week is not going to go by fast enough. LOL I will most likely drive my boss nuts with playing my POTO soundtrack but he likes me anyway and will put up with it. Did I ever mention that I love my job? :)

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