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LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR.
I don't think I want the tear part again.
DON'T cry over anyonewho won't cry over you.
How I wish I had figured that one out sooner. LOL
Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. I
mpossible if they were indeed friends. Easy if they weren't.
You can only go as far as you push.
I pushed to where I never pushed before and I was a bitch to him. Poor thing...LOL Get over it.
ACTIONS speak louder than words.
Amen to that!!!
The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Not sure I've ever really been in love. How sad...
DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
I'm actually letting go of the past and moving on. :) I'm so proud of myself.
LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
I missed the last 2 years. :( Time to look around again.
A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE.
I'm sooo lucky!!!
Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it.
BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.
And she has ALWAYS been there. :)
TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS.
Which tells me that Kim, Ronna and Darren were never truly friends now were they?
Friends are FOREVER.
Read Sabrina, Robert, Sherri and many others who are still around. :)
Good friends are like STARS. You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE.
This is soooo true for me.
DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
I smile a lot!!! LOL
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
No crying here. :)
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Isn't that the freaking truth???
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
I'm ok now. :)
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart.
The list is long and there are A LOT of footprints on my heart. :)

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