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Summer 2010

Is going to be nothing short of amazing. Yes...most of it revolves around Twilight. That goes without saying. If you know anything about me you will know that my life is all about Twilight. :)


animated rain Pictures, Images and Photos



June is the beginning of all things Twilight. If you will look at the countdown to the right you will see that Eclipse will be released June 30th. Will I be at the midnight showing? I certainly hope so. I wasn't able to go to the midnight showing of New Moon which completely bummed me out. Even if I don't go at that time I will be going that weekend. It's mandatory. Another duh statement. ;)



eclipse Pictures, Images and Photos



July is beginning to be the month where some friends from the cruise and I are going to get together in Seaside, OR and checking out all of the Twilight set locations. Yes I know...I've been before but there is no such thing as too much Twilight. This is just one of the places we will be going...



Forks WA Pictures, Images and Photos



August will be the month I have been living for since June of last year. August 5th I will be leaving for Seattle to enjoy 10 days of nothing but Twilight and people who truly understand my obsession. A week and 1/2 of partying and doing nothing but enjoying myself and relaxing. :)



TWILIGHT CRUISE Pictures, Images and Photos


A fabulously wonderful Summer 2010. :)

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