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MEMEMEMEME....

Leave it to Stacey to try and get me out of the funk I'm in. LOL Here ya go, Stace...;)

1. What were you doing 10 years ago?
Working for a car dealership that had me in tears daily. Can you say "sexual harrassment"? I knew you could.

2. What were you doing 1 year ago?
Working at the same place I am now, being deceived yet again by my ex fiance, getting stronger and stronger emotionally.

3. 5 snacks you enjoy:
I don't snack much

4. 5 songs that you know all the lyrics:
Most of the POTO soundtrack but there are a lot of songs I know the words to. LOL

5. 5 things you would do if you were a millionaire:
pay off debts, get the hell out of Yakima, set up college funds for my girls, take my single friends on shopping sprees, buy new cars for my single friends.

6. 5 bad habits:
procrastination, over analyzing issues or people, holding back tears when they are needed, cracking my knuckles, not eating

7. 5 things you like doing:
blogging, reading, yardwork, surfing myspace (that's some serious entertainment...LOL), cooking

8. 5 things you would never wear again:
a wedding gown, an engagement ring, lingerie, a size 10 anything, my high school drill team uniform...LOL

9. 5 favorite toys:
my PT Cruiser, PC, outdoor grill, my George Foreman griddle/grill, my Magic Bullet

Ok...I'm not going to tag anyone because I've taken such a long hiatus from my blog that I may not have any readers anymore. :( That sucks but life sometimes just takes over. Besides...life has been pretty boring lately. Well not totally but I won't post my findings on here. If you care to know about what God/the Universe has revealed to me as to why I'm no longer with my ex fiance (I won't type his name because it honestly makes me want to vomit) I will tell you via email. Just leave me a comment and I'll get back to you.

Aside from that crap...the girls and I are heading to California next month to see my family. Gosh it's been a long year since I've seen them. I am being promoted to office manager within the next couple of weeks so that will be a blessing financially for me. Once that happens I'm looking at buying a house. A friend of mine may be moving so there is the possiblity of taking over her house payments on a lease to own basis. It's in the same school district I'm in now and the house is gorgeous. I'm not counting my chickens before they are hatched. Just leaving my options open and seeing nothing but good things for my life this year. :)

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