Well seems some people have no lives and have to read about mine....even though they hate me with a passion and want nothing to do with me as a person. I had made the decision to delete my phantom blog and realize now that I was foolish in doing so. If they have nothing better in their lives to do than read about me and it brightens up their otherwise pathetic and dreary existence, who am I to take that away from them? I apparently need to be the center of their universe. So...that would be the reason the Phantom isn't on here right now. But...he will be back. Guaranteed. :) I won't allow some petty opinions of me...which by the way don't mean squat to me...ruin what I have. :)
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...