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Birthdays and Twilight

I'm tired of doing nothing for my birthday. Granted my last birthday I was treated to a weekend of pampering and seeing Michael Buble' by a man I used to date but honestly...he drove me out of my mind and completely batty. I remembered why we aren't together. *headdesk* I want to do something with friends and the one thing that keeps me from losing my mind. Twilight. A thought popped into my melon this morning. Why not spend my birthday in the one place that would surround me with Twilight? So the plan started to form. I checked my calendar and grinned. That is a weekend without children. Say it isn't so!!! I can spend my 44th birthday in Twilight heaven and not be worried about where my kids are? Oh the joy and fabulocity of it all!!!

So where am I going to immerse myself in all Twilight? I'm going to go here:

bellas house Pictures, Images and Photos

and here:

kalama high school Pictures, Images and Photos

and here:

Thunderbird & Whale bookstore in the movie, really a law office in St. Helens OR Pictures, Images and Photos

and here:

Twilight Alley Way Pictures, Images and Photos

and here:

View Point Inn Pictures, Images and Photos

and for a list of everywhere else:

http://experiencetwilight.com/category/twilight-movie-tour/

Where will we be staying? In St. Helens of course!

So...for my Twi-friends who are reading this...just let me know if you can make it and I'll start getting everything put together. :)


Edward and Bella Pictures, Images and Photos

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