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Make a comment saying so and I give you a letter. You then have to think of 10 words that start with that letter and they must mean something in particular to you and your life.

God bless Nell. She gave me a nice letter. I think...I wracked my brain to find 10 words for me that started with an "S". Well here goes...me according to "S":

Sexy - Well I have my moments of being unbelievably sexy. It's been awhile though. LOL

Shopping - Anyone who knows me knows that this word is a given. :)

Sacramento - Yes...I am a true California Girl. Shocking isn't it?

Surgery - How many surgeries can we have in a lifetime? Let me count the ways. Ok...I'll spare you the details. Just know it's more than one.

Steak - I love my grill and the steaks I cook upon it. Medium well thank you very much.

Steven - How weird is this? My brothers name is Steven and his wife's name is Heather. My boss's name is Steven and his wife's name is Heather. Coincidence? I think not. God gave me the job...remember? :)

Sympathetic - Call me a sap..hey!!! another "s" word...but I have sympathy for anyone in pain. I even sent a sympathy card to my first husbands family when his grandmother died a few weeks ago.

Simple - as in living my life not minded. ;)

Shy - I know I know...tough to believe but I do have moments of where I have no clue how to approach someone or talk to them.

Secluded - This word goes along with an "R" word but I don't have the letter "R". I keep to myself a lot and prefer being secluded and alone.

WOO HOO!!! I DID IT!!!! :)

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