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Ok....I saved some stats for the month of April. You will see how mind boggling they are. You will also see that someone seriously needs to get a life. All of these stats are from the same IP addy. So...decide for yourself if she is crazy or not:
IP #68.118.213.189
April 1 - 10:09am
Apr 1, 2006 01:48:15 PM
Apr 1, 2006 01:48:21 PM
Apr 1, 2006 01:52:42 PM
Apr 1, 2006 09:31:56 PM
Apr 2, 2006 01:03:47 AM
Apr 2, 2006 11:03:18 AM
Apr 3, 2006 01:06:18 AM
Apr 3, 2006 09:34:26 am
Apr 3, 2006 04:30:47 PM
Apr 4, 2006 09:01:48 AM
Apr 4, 2006 09:40:01 AM
Apr 5, 2006 12:36:14 AM
Apr 5, 2006 08:27:55 AM
Apr 5, 2006 07:19:44 PM
Apr 6, 2006 08:00:28 AM
Apr 6, 2006 07:41:34 PM
Apr 6, 2006 07:41:43 PM
Apr 8, 2006 10:43:29 AM
Apr 8, 2006 10:43:39 AM
Apr 8, 2006 11:43:46 PM
Apr 9, 2006 06:16:30 PM
Apr 10, 2006 09:20:43 PM
Apr 11, 2006 07:59:19 PM
Apr 11, 2006 10:37:26 PM
Apr 12, 2006 07:53:12 PM
Apr 13, 2006 08:06:18 PM
Apr 13, 2006 08:06:26 PM
Apr 13, 2006 11:31:56 PM
Apr 14, 2006 08:50:38 AM
Apr 14, 2006 11:43:30 PM
Apr 14, 2006 11:47:04 PM
Apr 16, 2006 08:42:57 AM
Apr 17, 2006 01:17:28 AM
Apr 17, 2006 07:17:48 PM
Apr 17, 2006 09:34:52 PM
Apr 18, 2006 08:26:24 AM
Apr 19, 2006 07:47:48 AM
Apr 19, 2006 09:19:44 AM
Apr 19, 2006 08:55:00 PM
Apr 19, 2006 11:49:35 PM
Apr 20, 2006 06:11:45 PM
Apr 20, 2006 08:33:11 PM
Apr 21, 2006 12:16:30 AM
Apr 21, 2006 07:07:31 AM
Apr 21, 2006 06:21:45 PM
Apr 21, 2006 08:28:13 PM
Apr 22, 2006 10:57:53 AM
Apr 22, 2006 10:58:01 AM
Apr 22, 2006 05:50:30 PM
Apr 23, 2006 08:42:27 AM
Apr 24, 2006 07:42:27 AM
Apr 24, 2006 09:31:59 AM
Apr 24, 2006 10:02:51 PM__
Apr 25, 2006 07:32:19 PM
Apr 26, 2006 02:25:53 PM
Apr 27, 2006 08:23:40 AM
Apr 27, 2006 07:09:06 PM
Apr 27, 2006 11:48:42 PM
Apr 29, 2006 07:38:58 AM
Apr 29, 2006 10:41:50 AM
Apr 29, 2006 01:32:29 PM
Apr 30, 2006 08:50:00 AM
Apr 30, 2006 07:36:02 PM
May 1, 2006 08:13:59 AM
May 1, 2006 11:13:51 PM
May 2, 2006 08:58:04 AM
May 3, 2006 07:43:35 PM
May 3, 2006 09:16:01 PM
May 4, 2006 07:16:33 AM
Now that I have conducted my little experiment and had my suspicions confirmed...I'm done. It's getting boring. LOL

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