People are giving up on me. I can't blame them. I would give up on myself if I could. Darkness seems like it just gets worse with each day. I can't find a way to smile and very few things bring a smile to my face. I can't even find a smile when I'm with my grandson.
I can tell, when people talk to me, that they are just fed up with me. I get snarky comments, snarky responses to my questions. I don't know how to deal with it anymore.
