It doesn't matter what I do or say...I'm spoken to as if I am beyond stupid and cannot do anything without being told how to do it.
"make sure the clothes are dry before you take them out of the dryer"
"You need to call a contractor to have them look at the leak in your house"
"You need to put the dishes in the dishwasher like this"
It just goes on an on.
Why was I even born? People treat me less than so why am I even here?
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...