It's official. I'm allergic to dungeness crab. I have one word for that...DAMN!!!!!!! I love dungeness. I've tried it twice in the past and have gotten sick after it. Today the girls and I went grocery shopping and they were handing out samples of the store soup. It was soooo good. Then I had the bright idea of looking at the ingredients. Can you say I am not a happy person? At least I can still eat snow crab. Aside from my crab issues...it was a good weekend. Margaret and Tina came over. All of us met up at Liz's and we had a nice visit for 4 hours. Margaret and I went for a little drive to look at where I'm praying God will let me and the girls move to. She thought it held potential. We shall see what happens. Like I said...it's all in God's hands now. If this is where He wants me to be...He will make a way for it to happen. It would be totally cool if he does. The kids thought it was great and K said would like living there. Time for me to go lay down and let the dungeness kill me. Ok...not kill me but make me wish it would. *sigh*
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...