My day ended as well as it started. We had dinner at Appleb*e's and even though the service sucked...the company and the Perfect Margarita were great. We didn't go dancing though. All of us ended up at a sports bar here in town. I really wasn't in much of a dancing mood so this was perfect. A couple of my friends gave me some really nice silver earrings with a blue stone it them. Can't quite figure out what the stone is but they are gorgeous. Since it was April Fool's day...I did get my "gag" gift. Victor...a guy I have known for pretty much my whole life (33 years)...had a crush on me in 1st grade and being the ingenious 6 year old he was...he gave me a toilet paper tube with the ends wrapped up. Inside that tube was a nice healthy worm. LOL Well not to be one to sit on his laurels...he gave me a bag of worms last night only they were gummy worms. He said he wanted to put them in a toilet paper tube but couldn't find an empty one. LOL So I ate gummy worms and drank C*rona last night. Not too many though. I only had 2. I was a good girl. All in all my birthday was great. I'm actually excited about my 40th....I think. ;)
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...