Finally!!! Nilla has had her kittens. Five of them...:) First one born? A black one with white around it's eyes. POTO!!! LOL How totally cool is that? The other 4 are little orange tabbies. The runt was struggling when it was born. Nilla wouldn't clean it off. I broke the membrane that was around it's little face but it was still not breathing very well. After a tense few moments...little Daniel is alive and nursing like a happy little kitten. The girls named him after Daniel in the lions den. Both are survivors. It has been a long evening. She went into labor around 4:30 and all was said and done somewhere around 7:15. I'm exhausted!!! Not as much as Nilla but still tired. The girls have already named the kittens...which will make it that much harder to get rid of them. LOL We have: POTO (not getting rid of), Daniel, Stripe-o (has really cool striped markings), Fuzzy and Dot (polka dotted...it's so cute). It is now 9:00pm and I'm actually ready for bed. Shocking...
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...