Woo hoo!!! I'm going to be kidless for at least 3 weeks this summer. Yes...both girls will be gone for 2 weeks the end of June in California with my parents. They will both be at summer camp in July for a week. I honestly do not know what it's like to be sans kids. Last time I was without a child for any length of time was when Darren and I went to Disneyland. That my dear friends was April 2004. Mama is gettin' a vacation. :) I'll be driving to CA to pick them up the end of June so I will have a nice drive ahead of myself with just me and my tune-age. :) I may end up meeting my parents 1/2 way though. That is yet to be determined. As you all know I will be heading to CA the end of August for the birth of my nephew so it's going to be a busy, busy summer. Need to find some time to go camping though. I didn't go at all last year...that sucked. :( We did so much camping with Darren that it feels unnatural to not go anymore. Must remedy that. :) Now to finish cleaning my house. Tomorrow is Monday...did you know that? I won't get started on it though...LOL
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...