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I stand corrected. I had emailed Darren about Chuck last night. Since he named the fish I figured he should know that he passed on. Darren emailed me back and said that K got Chuck just before he and I met. Seeing how Darren and I met the day after Thanksgiving 2002...that would make Chuck 3 1/2 years old!!! Holy crap!!! That was one sturdy fish. Darren sounded sorry that Chuck was gone. He actually liked that fish. Stupid fish loved Darren. Wagged his tail and everything when he saw Darren. LOL
This week is going to be an interesting week. I'm hoping that Nilla has her kittens this week. Poor cat looks miserable. Waddling around like a duck and man is she a *itch. Hissing and slapping Julianne every chance she gets. LOL I'm just praying that Raisin holds out until K gets home. K went to the WA coast with her grandparents and will be home on Friday. I don't want to have to tell her that he died while she was gone. That would not be a good thing.
Had a chat with Margaret last night and it looks like we may be having a girls night next Saturday. A few friends are going to be in town so why not? :) Winter is over...time for the fun to begin. :D

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