I have come to the decision I hate the time change. At least in the Spring. I lost a flipping hour!!! Just messes up my day. I don't mind the fall change because I get an extra hour and that is always a good thing. :) I am being so blasted lazy today that I don't even want to do laundry. I know I need to but I just can't seem to get off of my flat butt and get in there and do it. I would feel more perky if I took a shower. NAAAAHHHH!!! It's Sunday and I don't feel the need to look pretty today. Well K just came in and said "Hey mom...I'm out in the shed organizing it for you". Hello!!!! Do I have a great kid or what??? J just brought in a daffodil for me. What a sweetie. :) Ok...I'm off to do my laundry. Sigh...
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...