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Well my birthday has started out great. K made breakfast and it wasn't your normal cereal and toast breakfast. She made crepes folks!!! Being an 11 year old I was worried they were going to be horrible. I was wrong. They were awesome!!! I have the best kids. Why God blessed me with them I will never know but I'm not going to argue it. :)
Today the plan is to go to a thrift store called The Lighthouse. Nell...this would be your kind of store. All clothes, shoes and purses are $1.00. There are some fantastic buys there. I was there yesterday and found the cutest top and I didn't buy it. I woke up this morning thinking about it so I need to buy it today. For $1.00 I can afford it.
I have no clue what we are doing the rest of the day. We were going to go to another friends and hang out by the creek...they have the most AWESOME landscaped yard...but it's raining and sitting by a creek relaxing wouldn't be a good thing. Oh who cares what we do. It's my day and I'll do whatever I danged well feel like doing. :) I will let nothing ruin today...

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