Ok...meteorologists don't know a whole heck of a lot. Hence the reason I didn't become one. Believe it or not when I was younger I wanted to be one. I have a friend who is an astro-physicist and he said to go for it. He said that the physics were easy to learn and I would do great in school. IS HE NUTS???? The man works for NASA. No kidding the physics are easy for him. For me? Not so much. So needless to say...I didn't follow that career path. Anyway...they were predicting snow today. Umm...sky is completely blue with not one cloud in the sky. No wind and it's gorgeous out. This comes as bad news for me. I feel like crap!!! Stuffy, headache, sore throat, achey. The girls and I are supposed to go to a friends house this afternoon and I'm totally not up for it. I had put a roast in the slow cooker last night and K said it was great. I hate roast so I will take her word for it. My plan was to make dinner at Jamie's house. Mashed potatoes, salad, bread, a veggie and roast. To top it off....Strawberry shortcake. The way I'm feeling now I want to crawl back in bed and die. Well not die but the equivilent of it when feeling horrible. Maybe if I go lay down for a bit and just rest I will feel better this afternoon. I think I will follow that bit of self-advice. :)
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...