Good Lord love a duck I'm tired!!! I have been on the go all blasted day!!! Cooked Easter dinner, went to Jamie's, came home and did some laundry, pulled weeds (which is a never ending chore), mowed the lawn and still have laundry to finish up. My body is going to rebel against me tomorrow...well more so than it already has. I hate pulling weeds with a passion and come hell or high water the area where I was stuck pulling them is going to become grass. Nice green grass...not flipping red rock!!! I hate that crap!!! Just a royal pain in the &^$!!! I do believe I am going to start painting my living room this week. I have so much to do inside and outside but just not a whole lot of time to do it. My parents are going to be here the second week of June. EEEEKKKK!!!! It's times like this when a boyfriend/husband would come in handy. LOL Last night I believe I found a great sleep aid. It's called drinking a glass of pineapple juice with coconut rum in it. :) I fell asleep before midnight and slept like a baby. I may have to do that again tonight. Not a bad way to go night night. Then again...this is where a boyfriend/husband would come in handy. ;)
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...