Well I'm at work today. Still a bit weak but I'm a trooper and I'm here. Besides...I can't afford to take off 2 days in a row. Sucks being a single mom. Mark called this morning and invited me to Barrel Tasting at a couple of the wineries but seeing how I have a test to take tomorrow...yes AGAIN!!!....I won't be having any wine tonight. Bummer. The Barrel Tasting is going on all weekend so I'm not going to be seeing much of Mark. Again....bummer. I have a house to clean this weekend anyway. I suppose I will survive. *sigh* ;) Maybe I will paint my bedroom. How exciting is that??? I'm a bit worried about my kitten, Poto. The poor little thing's eyes haven't even remotely come close to opening. All of the other kittens are open or really close to being open. They are 2 weeks old today. If Poto ends up blind then the name is very appropriate. The Phantom had a deformity/handicap and so would my little kitty. She/he is the sweetest little thing. Loves to have it's tummy scratched/rubbed, will give me kitty kisses and will purr. I'm completely in love with it. :) Lunch...I really need lunch.
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...