I have been getting such positive feedback about the goal I have set for myself. I honestly didn't think I would. What I plan on doing by August 2007 will put me in such an amazing frame of mind and I'm getting more and more psyched about doing it. I know there are people who read this who will laugh and say I can't do it. Those are people who are not friends or people who truly love and care about me. There are also people who read this who know I can do it and will support me and back me up completely. Want to know what I'm planning on doing? Click on this and you will find out. It's going to take a lot of hardwork and determination...I won't even try to kid myself that it won't be difficult. I want to do this to prove not to others but to myself that I am a strong person...mentally and physically. I read the stats on it and out of 10,ooo people who attempt the summit only about 1/2 of them make it. With strength, courage and God's grace...I will be in the latter part. A very dear friend of mine has said he is open to considering doing it with me. If I even begin to say I can't do this...he will push me and keep me going. I will do this. For me...I will do it. Besides...I'll have a killer looking hot bod afterwards. ;)
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...