Whew! Today is over. I am completely thankful for that. The whole day went by so fast that I didn't have much time to think about anything. Well I did but didn't totally dwell too much. I have some wonderful friends who have given me some amazing words of wisdom, advice and just plain sympathy. I'm doing much better now. Kind of surprises me. A year ago I would have been moping, dwelling and stewing about it for days if not weeks. It's been almost 24 hours since the conversation and I'm ok. I like that. :) It's dark out and I want to be out in my yard working on the flowerbeds. I can't do that right now. The reason? It's dark out. It's also darned cold. I should just go have my pineapple/coconut rum thing and go to bed. I didn't get a whole heck of a lot of sleep last night so sleep would be a good thing. Maybe even a nice hot shower. Ok...no shower but jammies and a pineapple num-num is a must. :) Oh...this is just for Tigger...the last part of "When Harry Met Sally"....:) Thought I forgot didn't ya? LOL
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...