Sometimes I amaze even myself. Take tonight for instance. I went bowling with J. We bowled two games. My second game...well it sucked. I barely broke 100. My first game? I know you really want to know...Ok..I'll tell ya. 154 thank you very much!!!!!!! Hello!!! I have never bowled a 154. I can't wait to brag to Darren about that one. LOL I know..it's not much but I have to grab onto whatever I can when it comes to him. LOL Yes...we are getting along and are civil to each other. No...I'm not reading anything into it and don't want any kind of romantical relationship with him. That is dead and gone. I went birthday shopping tonight and amazed myself even more. I got a cute pair of short dress pants (the type that look like gauchos from the 70's), a nice cashmere/wool blend sweater and two purses. Pants...orig $36/I paid $2.99, sweater...orig $36/I paid $2.99, purses orig $50 each/I paid $4.99 each. Am I good or what??????? Sometimes it's just scary how good my shopping skills are. LOL
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...