Well I was right...I was worrying over nothing. I drove by the house yesterday. Can we all say EWWWWWW!!! I sat behind an ugly old single wide trailer AND shared a driveway with a machine shop. I don't think so!!! There was another house near there so I checked it out. Ok folks...I'm sorry but I do not want a hot water heater AND a washer/dryer in my bedroom. Just not my idea of sanctuary. So I've been doing more looking and found a few other houses I'm going to look at and see where the washer and dryer sit in the house. :) If they aren't in the bedroom...we are ahead of the game.
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...