Have you ever been totally exhausted and you know you need to go to bed and sleep but you just can't bring yourself to do it? I have. Ok...I'm at that point right now. I haven't even touched my books tonight. As mushed as my brain is now...what in the world would I retain? NOTHING!!! I now understand why my boss gave me Friday off. I would not be able to function in any capacity if I was there. A 3 day weekend. Gosh..what shall I do with myself? Sleep in...first on the agenda. I may paint, sand furniture and put up the gazebo on Friday. I won't have kids around and I can get a lot done. It's amazing the things you can accomplish when you aren't hearing "MOM COME SEE THIS!!!" every 5 minutes. My addiction is kicking in now...I need a glass of milk. I would eat a Hershey's kiss but after reading about Nell's experience...I'll pass for now. LOL Milk first....bed second. Read "Purpose Driven Life", pray, turn on POTO soundtrack, sleep. Great intinerary. Nighty...
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...