I'm a makin' some changes in my life. :) Actually it's God making the changes. He is bringing people into my life who can be of great assistance to me. You know the saying..."It's not what you know...it's who you know"? Well that is what I am most definately finding out. :) Things are looking up. It will take some time but I see a way out of the garbage and turmoil which seems to plague me where I am right now. Cool huh? :)
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...