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I got an email today from my oldest, bestest and dearest friend today. Here is what part of it said: Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. That my friends sums up my life the past couple of months. How does my friend do this? Beats me. He always knows when I need him and when I need some words of encouragement. I love that man. :)
Today was a Monday. I truly hate Monday's. K called me from school today. Had to pick her up early. Poor kid wasn't feeling well. She seems to be much better now. Thank God for that. J has the sniffles so she is taking some meds.
I finally got my duvet cover that I paid for a month ago!!! Took filing a dispute through Payp*l to get it. I was flat out pissed at the seller. Sending emails and getting no response is not cool. I am happy with the cover though. It's gorgeous!!! Red velvet with very intricate and beautiful embroidery on it. Will look amazing in K's bedroom. It was worth the wait and frustration. Now...do I want to leave negative feedback or just let it go? Hmmmm.....

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