Well it's Saturday and you will be happy to know...I passed one portion of my stupid exam. The other 1/2...missed it by one. I am less than pleased but seeing how I am still miserably sick...I did pretty well. Only thing to complain about is having to pay AGAIN to take the stupid thing. Only have to pay $55 this time instead of $70 like the last 2 times. Good grief...it's a good thing I'm getting a raise after this. These stupid allergies are just killing me!!! I had to cancel my dinner "date" and I was not happy about that. I so wanted to see him. He understood though and hopefully we can get together in a couple of weeks. Life has been quite frankly...boring. LOL I like it. :) No guy problems, no phoney friend problems, no money problems...it's nice. I did see Troy yesterday. Saw him at Wally World. We chatted for awhile and he said he would call but I know better. He has a tendency to be a recluse and will only call if someone leaves him a message on his machine. It's ok though. I'm sure we will always be good friends. I have no problem with that at all. :) I did give him grief about how cheap he was when we were dating....LOL He fully agreed he was a cheapskate...but then again...we were only 18 years old. Seems like a lifetime ago. Oh wait...it was!!! He is still as cute as ever. ;)
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...