Let's all breathe a collective sigh of relief. The test is over. Now let's stress about taking it again. I didn't pass it. I didn't even fail miserably. One part..missed by 2. The second part...missed by 3. So...I get the joy of taking it again next weekend. I did ask the assistant how many times people take it before they pass. She said on an average it's three times. I will not be average. Now that I know some of the questions have answers where all of the choices are correct but they are looking for the best answer. So frustrating. For the person who is laughing at this and you know who you are....at least I have a job I can return to whether I pass this test or not. As for my friends...thank you for your well wishes and prayers. Just keep them coming for next weekend. LOL Come hell or high water...I'll pass it.
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...