I'm done chasing IP addresses. I have realized it's not worth it anymore. If Kim has no life and needs to maintain some semblance of contact with me...let her. It has become clear to me that she is still reading this but using Laine to get to me. I don't really think Laine visits my blog multiple times a day. LOL In all honesty...I don't care who reads this anymore. My friends read it to keep up with me and my life. My enemies read it for what they say is "to get a good laugh". I find that difficult to believe. What I believe it is...they are nosy and can't live their own lives without me being part of it. Interesting since they are the ones who ended the friendships to begin with. I must have made some lasting impression on them for them to continually seek me out in whatever way they can. So...IP chasing is done and IP banning is done. I won't sink to their level anymore and will maintain my dignity and pride. I'm better than they are and I will hold my head high for taking the higher road. :) Are ya proud of me, Bean? It was an ephiany this morning...LOL
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...