I need a notepad in every room around the house. I will get an idea on what I want to post here and then when I get the chance to post...do I remember what I wanted to write? NO!!! That just makes me grrrrr.... My birthday is in 3 weeks. (The Phantom as a gift is all I ask.) Bean and I were talking about it and she mentioned that I need to have a 40th birthday party. I told her I won't be turning 40. I will be 39 on a permanent basis. The number 40 just scares the heck out of me. No offense to those of you who are 40. ;) This year I may have some plans for my birthday which is pretty cool since I very seldom do anything for it. We shall see if it pans out or ends up dead in the water. If it dies...there is always Teriyaki chicken and gyoza. ;) As for my 40th...Bean is all excited about planning it...aren't ya, Beanie? :D
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...