I get a free night tonight!!! I can't even remember when I had one of those. K is with her dad this weekend and J is going to Debbie's. Not sure what I will do but I know it will be nice to just have some peace and quiet for a little while. Don't get me wrong...I love my girls but there are times when it's nice to just be me. Glass of wine and POTO. Perfect. I received a nice card today from a friend of mine who I met at church. She wanted to let me know that she is praying for me and that God will help me to remember everything I studied. She went on to say that my Daddy has my back and He will take care of me and cares about every detail that concerns me. She is such an awesome person!!! I'm feeling a bit better and a little more relaxed. I'm leaving it all in God's hands. He gave me this job...He will help me pass this test. :)
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...