Yep...been playing with the template again. I really like Photobucket. LOL Looks like allergy season has decided to begin. I'm all stuffy and have a sore throat. I love spring but I hate my allergies. I do have a ton of meds at home so I need to get better. A friend from Bellevue is going to be in town this week and he is taking me and the girls out for dinner. No...it's not a date. He is just a friend. I haven't seen him in almost 3 years so we need to play catch up. I have the major moving bug. I want to move so badly I can almost taste it. I don't care where I move. I just want out of the freaking park I live in. Just too blasted close to someone I care to not see or even be in the same vicinity with. Daily I have to drive by her house and I'm reminded of just how foolish I was and how badly she used me. I know...something I need to get past and I will. Being that close to her keeps everything fresh in my mind. Besides...I don't want my kids near hers if at all possible. Poor J goes to school with both of them and deals with their crap at least once a week at the school and almost daily at the bus stop. At some point I will be able to move...unless she does first. She was saying she would be moving after school gets out for the summer. Pray that she does. Would make mine and my kids life much nicer. Besides...my house is starting to look great. I really don't want to start over and in a stupid apartment. :) Time to do more studying...woo hoo!!!! *yawn*
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...