Just recently I've been told that what I write in here is humorous and hilarious. Considering that the last few posts were about the distress of my daughter...I can't even begin to comprehend the though processes behind that. *shudder* How people can think that children being hurt is funny is something I never want to understand or even begin to understand. So with that said...I will not post about what is happening in that area of my life. I have my friends personal emails so I can discuss it with them privately. I don't need anyone getting pleasure from my family's pain. Especially when it involves a child. No my friends...this will be lighthearted but at times there may be something thrown in that matters deeply to me. Just expect emails...LOL
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...