I've been told that ignorance is bliss. If this is true...there are a few people I know who much be ecstatic!!! Good grief...how do they get through their lives? *rolling my eyes* Tigger commented as to the "friends" I have who seem to need to read my blog...she said they must be masochistic. I have to agree with her. LOL I know if someone were saying things about how pissed they are at me...I certainly wouldn't want to know. Sabrina said "That is someone who only thinks of themselves." She used another 2 words...now what were they? Oh yeah...SELF ABSORBED!!! I mentioned in my venting blog that I need to move. It's becoming more and more evident that I need to get out of here. Yesterday a friend of whats her names drove by my place. Considering I'm WAY out of the way and in the back of the park I live in and K is in the front...there was no reason for her to be back here. I have a gut feeling that when I do move...Kim is going to do everything she can to find me. I wonder why she is so fascinated by me and what I'm doing? It's plain she hates me. So my suggestion would be...get a life!!! Because she certainly won't ever be a part of mine again. Like I said...I need to move and get completely away from her. As long as I live this close to where she is...I won't be able to forget how horrible she was to me.
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...