Life has a way of putting things into perspective. I've been putting up with some drama that I will admit some was self-imposed. Yesterday put everything back into perspective as to how trivial all of it was. I received an email from a close and dear friend. She doesn't like to take things too seriously and will find a way to make light of a subject so people feel at ease. Well with this email I wanted to slap her with the lightness. Seems that she is having some problems with some dizziness and nausea. She has had one MRI and will be going in for a CT scan and another MRI today. She said she is thinking the worst and she has a tumor. How is that for making the garbage with Kim meaningless? God has ways of getting your attention but I wish He hadn't chosen a good friend of mine to do it. :( Prayers....please send up lots and lots of prayers. Our friendship means a lot to me and I can't lose her. Neither can her kids and husband.
There are days I enjoy living my life. There are days I thoroughly hate it. Yesterday, while grocery shopping, I almost had a breakdown. Standing there in the aisle, I had to fight, with everything in me, to not start crying. Too much has been hitting me this month and I think I'm at the end of my rope. Beginning of the month, D's new wife sent me a text telling me to lose his number, email and address because I already had my chance with him. I laughed at the absurdity of everything she said in that text as it sounded like something a teenaged girl would write. I haven't wanted that man in almost 20 years, so, she is either highly jealous of his past and any woman he used to be interested in or is extremely insecure with herself and her relationship. Regardless of her mental state, I told her I was just catching up on life with him, but I will respect her request and not talk to him again. I've been told she has been married 4...